Women Who Rise

Ninety Days to Choose Herself · Chapter 3 of 6

Chapter 3

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

By day thirty, I no longer needed the wheelchair.

Not medically.

But Richard did not know that.

Neither did Sienna.

Inside my room, I exercised every morning under the guidance of a physical therapist who entered through the service entrance.

I was rebuilding muscle.

Recovering weight.

Responding well to treatment.

Outside the room, whenever Richard appeared, I moved slowly.

Weakly.

Sometimes I used the wheelchair.

The deception should have made me uncomfortable.

It didn’t.

Richard had converted my death into a business plan.

I was simply allowing him to believe the deadline he had chosen.

One afternoon, I overheard him on the phone outside the library.

“I know ninety days is only an estimate.”

Pause.

“No, I don’t want anything public until afterward.”

Another pause.

“Yes, obviously Sienna can’t be photographed here yet.”

I stopped behind the door.

Richard lowered his voice.

“The board will need a clean transition.”

I almost stepped out.

Instead, I listened.

He continued.

“I’ll announce the succession plan after the memorial.”

Succession plan.

My memorial.

I went downstairs and called Margaret.

“Find out what he’s planning with the board.”

She did.

Within forty-eight hours, we knew.

Richard intended to present himself as permanent executive chairman immediately after my death.

He had begun privately suggesting to directors that I was no longer mentally competent to manage Mercer Holdings.

The irony was almost elegant.

The dying wife.

The grieving husband.

The pregnant new partner introduced only after a respectful mourning period.

Richard had even met with a public relations firm.

They had drafted statements.

My obituary was unfinished, but his rebranding campaign was nearly ready.

Margaret showed me the summary.

I sat in silence.

“He’s preparing my memorial announcement?”

“Yes.”

“Before I’m dead.”

“Yes.”

I looked toward the window.

“That’s efficient.”

“Victoria—”

“I’m fine.”

I wasn’t.

That evening, I cried in the shower.

Not because I wanted Richard back.

That had died completely.

I cried because eleven years cannot be erased without leaving bruises no one can see.

I remembered our first apartment.

His cheap suits.

The night his first investor walked away and he sat on the kitchen floor convinced he had failed.

I had sat beside him until sunrise.

I had believed in him before the world did.

When my grandmother initially refused to fund Richard’s second expansion, I had fought with her.

“He’s talented,” I told her.

Grandmother had studied me across her desk.

“I didn’t say he wasn’t talented.”

“Then why don’t you trust him?”

She had answered quietly.

“Because talent and character are unrelated.”

I had been furious.

Now I understood.

On day forty-two, Sienna entered my room without knocking.

I was standing beside the desk.

She froze.

I immediately grabbed the chair.

For one dangerous second, we stared at each other.

“You can stand?”

“Sometimes.”

She watched me carefully.

“You look better.”

“Medication.”

Sienna crossed her arms above her stomach.

The pregnancy was more visible now.

“Richard says that happens sometimes. A little improvement before…”

She stopped.

“Before death?”

Her face tightened.

“I didn’t mean it like that.”

“How did you mean it?”

She looked away.

I studied her.

“How long have you been with my husband?”

“Victoria…”

“How long?”

“Eight months.”

The answer hurt less than I expected.

Maybe because the pain had already reached its limit.

“Did you know he was married?”

“Yes.”

“Did you care?”

She swallowed.

“He told me your marriage was basically over.”

I almost laughed.

“We went to Napa for our anniversary seven months ago.”

Sienna’s expression changed.

“He said that was for appearances.”

“Of course he did.”

She shifted.

“Richard loves me.”

“Maybe.”

“He does.”

“Then why are you defending it to the woman he supposedly stopped loving?”

She had no answer.

I looked at her robe.

Today it was hers.

Cream silk.

Expensive.

Probably bought on one of Richard’s cards.

“Did he tell you the house would be yours?”

Sienna’s hand instinctively touched her belly.

“He said we’d raise our son here.”

“Did he tell you the trust would finance your life?”

Silence.

That was enough.

I smiled.

“You should ask him to show you the paperwork.”

“What paperwork?”

“The one where my family fortune becomes his.”

Sienna frowned.

“Richard said spouses inherit.”

“Sometimes.”

She stared at me.

I could see the uncertainty taking root.

Good.

Not because I wanted to hurt her.

But because Richard had apparently sold two women different versions of reality.

Sienna stepped closer.

“Are you threatening my baby?”

My voice hardened.

“Never.”

I meant it.

Her child had done nothing.

“Whatever happens between Richard and me will never involve harming your son.”

Her shoulders lowered slightly.

“But you,” I continued, “should understand what kind of man you chose.”

She looked angry again.

“He chose me.”

“No, Sienna.”

I held her gaze.

“He chose himself.”

That was the conversation’s end.

She left.

That night, Richard stormed into my room.

“What did you say to her?”

I was reading.

I did not look up.

“Who?”

“Don’t do this.”

“Do what?”

“Sienna is crying.”

I turned a page.

“I thought depressing energy was bad for the baby.”

His jaw tightened.

“Stay away from her.”

I finally looked at him.

“She came into my room.”

“Then don’t antagonize her.”

Something about his posture changed.

He was standing over me.

Trying to intimidate me.

Once, perhaps, it might have worked.

Now I could see exactly what he was.

A man whose confidence depended on everyone else believing he controlled the room.

I closed the book.

“What happens on day ninety, Richard?”

His face went still.

“What?”

“My doctor said ninety days.”

“I know.”

“What happens after?”

He looked away briefly.

“We shouldn’t talk like that.”

“No?”

“No.”

“Because it’s upsetting?”

“Yes.”

“To whom?”

His eyes returned to mine.

For several seconds, neither of us spoke.

Then he said, “You need rest.”

He turned toward the door.

“Richard.”

He paused.

“Will you miss me?”

His back remained toward me.

The silence lasted too long.

Then he said, “Of course.”

He left.

I sat there alone.

And that was when I stopped grieving my marriage.

Completely.

The next morning, I authorized Margaret to remove Richard from every corporate proxy still granted through my estate.

By day fifty, he was operating an empire without realizing that nearly every layer beneath him had changed.

The board still treated him as CEO.

Employees still called him Mr. Hale.

Business continued.

But signatures he once made independently now required approvals he never saw.

Loans were frozen.

Asset transfers were blocked.

Compensation arrangements were under review.

He noticed small irritations.

He blamed compliance.

“Why are lawyers suddenly involved in everything?” he complained over dinner.

I sat at the far end of the table.

“Maybe they’re protecting the company.”

“It’s my company.”

I smiled.

“Of course.”

He did not hear the irony.

On day fifty-eight, he announced that Sienna’s baby shower would be held at the estate.

I stared at him.

“You’re hosting a baby shower here?”

“Sienna’s family expects something appropriate.”

“While I’m dying downstairs?”

Richard lowered his voice.

“You agreed not to create problems.”

I almost admired the audacity.

“When did I agree?”

“When you stopped objecting.”

There it was.

Richard’s philosophy in one sentence.

Silence meant permission.

Kindness meant weakness.

Love meant ownership.

I nodded.

“When?”

“Day seventy-two.”

“Fine.”

He looked suspicious.

“That’s it?”

“That’s it.”

That evening, I called Margaret.

“I need the board meeting moved.”

“To when?”

“Day ninety.”

Margaret went silent.

Then she said, “What are you planning?”

I looked at the calendar.

Thirty-two days remained until Richard expected me to die.

“A resurrection.”

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