Women Who Rise

The Past Outside Her Drawer · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

When my heart stopped, Cameron Bennett stopped being the most powerful person in the room.

Hospital protocol took over.

“Code blue!”

Elena's voice cut through the chaos.

Within seconds, another physician rushed through the doors.

Dr. Rebecca Shaw.

Head of Obstetric Surgery.

She took one look at the monitor and one look at me.

“What happened?”

Cameron started speaking.

“She developed sudden—”

Rebecca cut him off.

“I wasn't asking you.”

The room went silent.

Elena answered.

“Large-for-gestational-age infant, prolonged difficult labor, repeated fetal decelerations, maternal instability, and worsening hypotension.”

Rebecca looked at Cameron.

“Why wasn't she taken for a C-section?”

Nobody answered.

Rebecca's expression changed.

“Why wasn't she taken for a C-section?”

Elena swallowed.

“Dr. Bennett declined.”

Rebecca stared at him.

Cameron opened his mouth.

“She was progressing.”

“Get him out.”

“What?”

“You heard me.”

“Rebecca, she's my wife.”

“And right now you're interfering with my patient.”

“My patient.”

“No.”

Rebecca stepped directly between Cameron and the bed.

“She stopped being your patient the second this became a code under my authority. Get out.”

For perhaps the first time in his career, Cameron had no answer.

Then another nurse spoke.

“Dr. Shaw, massive hemorrhage.”

Rebecca turned instantly.

“Activate massive transfusion protocol.”

The next several minutes became a battle.

Blood.

Medication.

Compressions.

Orders shouted across the room.

My newborn son was carried safely to the neonatal team while doctors fought to keep his mother alive.

Cameron stood outside the doors.

Through the glass, he watched everything.

He watched Rebecca trying to repair the damage.

He watched Elena holding pressure.

He watched another physician take over compressions.

And he watched the woman he had married disappear beneath an army of doctors.

Sophie approached him.

“Dr. Bennett?”

He didn't respond.

“Cameron?”

That time, he turned.

She had never called him that at work before.

Not publicly.

“I didn't mean for any of this to happen,” she whispered.

Something in her voice seemed to reach him.

He stared at her.

“What?”

“The tray.”

Cameron's face changed.

Sophie immediately stepped backward.

“I just mean... I feel terrible that the argument upset Amelia.”

Cameron looked through the glass again.

“She told me you scratched her.”

Sophie blinked.

“She was in pain.”

“That isn't what I asked.”

“I would never hurt her.”

He said nothing.

For the first time, doubt entered his expression.

Then a nurse ran from the room.

“Get two more units.”

Cameron turned toward the doors.

“Is she—”

The nurse kept running.

He followed her with his eyes.

His hands began shaking.

Ten minutes passed.

Then twenty.

Then forty.

Nobody told him anything.

Cameron sat against the hallway wall.

The famous surgeon.

The physician residents feared.

The man who could command an operating room with one sentence.

Now he looked small.

When Rebecca finally came through the doors, blood stained the front of her gown.

Cameron stood so quickly he nearly fell.

“Rebecca.”

She removed her gloves.

“She's alive.”

His knees buckled.

He caught the wall.

“What happened?”

“She suffered a major obstetric hemorrhage followed by cardiac arrest.”

Cameron closed his eyes.

“How long?”

“Long enough.”

“Neurological damage?”

“We don't know.”

He looked toward the doors.

“Can I see her?”

“No.”

His eyes opened.

“What?”

“You're not entering that room.”

“She's my wife.”

Rebecca stared at him.

“That's exactly why you're not entering.”

Cameron looked stunned.

“What are you talking about?”

“Risk management is already involved.”

His face drained.

“Rebecca—”

“And before you ask, I didn't call them.”

She glanced down the hallway.

“Elena did.”

Cameron turned.

Elena stood near the nurses' station.

She wasn't alone.

A hospital administrator was beside her.

So was the nursing supervisor.

And Sophie.

Cameron suddenly understood.

This wasn't merely a medical complication anymore.

It was an investigation.

“What did she tell them?”

Rebecca's expression remained cold.

“The truth, I assume.”

Cameron walked toward Elena.

“Elena.”

She stiffened.

“I need to speak with you.”

“No.”

“Elena, I'm asking professionally.”

“And I'm answering professionally.”

The administrator stepped between them.

“Dr. Bennett, you need to leave the clinical area.”

Cameron stared at him.

“Excuse me?”

“Your privileges in this case are suspended pending immediate review.”

“You cannot suspend my privileges without—”

“Actually, we can.”

Cameron looked around.

Everyone was watching.

Residents.

Nurses.

Technicians.

People who had spent years stepping aside whenever Dr. Cameron Bennett walked through a corridor.

Nobody moved now.

Then Elena said quietly, “She asked you for another doctor.”

Cameron turned toward her.

“She was in labor.”

“She asked you for another doctor.”

“She wasn't thinking clearly.”

“She identified herself, her condition, the risks, and her request.”

Cameron's jaw tightened.

“You don't understand the full clinical—”

“I understand that you ordered us to hold her down.”

The hallway became silent.

Cameron's face changed.

“Elena.”

“I understand that she requested a surgical consultation.”

“Stop.”

“I understand that you refused.”

“I said stop.”

“And I understand that she nearly died.”

Cameron stepped backward.

Then Sophie spoke.

“Maybe we should all calm down.”

Elena turned toward her.

“No.”

Sophie froze.

“You don't get to tell anyone to calm down.”

Cameron looked between them.

“What happened with the medication tray?”

Sophie swallowed.

“I already told you.”

Elena interrupted.

“There are cameras.”

Sophie went still.

Cameron slowly turned toward her.

“What?”

“Security cameras cover the medication preparation area,” Elena said.

Sophie looked frightened now.

“I don't think they point toward the bed.”

“They do.”

For several seconds, nobody spoke.

Cameron's expression shifted from confusion to realization.

“Sophie.”

She shook her head.

“Cameron, don't.”

“Did you hurt Amelia?”

“No.”

“Did you dig your nails into her arm?”

“She was moving around.”

“That isn't what I asked.”

“I was trying to help.”

“Sophie.”

Her eyes filled with tears.

But this time Cameron didn't soften.

“I barely touched her.”

Elena stared at her.

“That's not what Amelia said.”

Sophie looked toward Cameron.

“She hates me.”

Cameron's eyes narrowed.

“Why would my wife hate you?”

Sophie didn't answer.

And in that silence, another truth entered the hallway.

Cameron finally began noticing things he had refused to notice for months.

The late-night messages.

Sophie's unnecessary visits to his office.

The compliments.

The helplessness.

The way she always seemed to need him.

And the way he had enjoyed being needed.

He had told himself it was mentorship.

Perhaps part of it had been.

But he'd also allowed Sophie to become emotionally intimate with him in ways he would never have tolerated between Amelia and another man.

He had defended Sophie before asking his wife what happened.

Worse, he'd carried that anger into Amelia's medical care.

Cameron staggered backward.

“No.”

Rebecca caught his arm.

“Sit down.”

“No.”

His breathing accelerated.

“Cameron.”

“I could have killed her.”

Nobody answered.

Because nobody needed to.

He looked through the glass.

Amelia lay motionless beneath white sheets.

Machines breathed and monitored around her.

His son was alive.

His wife was alive.

But only barely.

“I could have killed her,” he repeated.

Then Cameron's knees gave way.

He collapsed.

When I finally opened my eyes eighteen hours later, I didn't know any of that.

I only knew I was alive.

And that someone was holding my hand.

I turned weakly.

Elena sat beside my bed.

Her eyes immediately filled with tears.

“Hey.”

My throat felt raw.

“My baby?”

“He's safe.”

I closed my eyes.

Tears escaped.

“Healthy?”

“He's being monitored, but he's doing well.”

I tried to smile.

Then another thought came.

“Cameron?”

Elena hesitated.

That hesitation told me everything.

“Where is he?”

“Outside.”

“I don't want him here.”

She squeezed my hand.

“He isn't allowed in.”

I opened my eyes.

“Why?”

Elena looked toward the door.

“Because while you were unconscious, Amelia, the hospital started an investigation.”

My heart began pounding.

“Into Cameron?”

“And Sophie.”

I stared at her.

Then Elena said the sentence that changed everything.

“The camera caught what Sophie did to you.”

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