Love Across Boundaries

The Road Back to Her · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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Claire did not return Mason’s calls.

Because Mason did not make any.

For three weeks, he respected her silence.

That was harder than any apology.

He sent no flowers.

No cars.

No jewelry.

No dramatic declarations.

He paid Claire’s hospital bill anonymously.

She returned the money.

He did not try again.

He transferred her personal belongings from his penthouse through Natalie.

Every item arrived carefully packed.

Except one.

A blue ceramic coffee mug.

Claire had bought it for three dollars at a flea market.

It had lived beside Mason’s expensive Italian espresso machine.

Natalie found Mason holding it when she arrived for Claire’s things.

“She wants everything,” Natalie said.

Mason looked down.

“I know.”

“Then give me the mug.”

He did.

That was when Natalie began believing he might actually change.

Claire tried to rebuild normal life.

She returned to work.

She attended Natalie’s surprise birthday dinner—which, despite everything, still happened two weeks late.

Jonah arrived carrying a vintage baseball card for Natalie and enough guilt to fill the room.

“I’m so sorry,” he told Claire.

“You didn’t kidnap me.”

“My uncle did.”

“Yes.”

“My family is complicated.”

“I noticed.”

Jonah glanced around.

“Mason coming?”

Claire’s face changed.

“No.”

Jonah nodded quickly.

“Right.”

Natalie appeared with cake.

“Can everyone stop saying his name?”

Claire smiled.

“Thank you.”

But avoiding Mason’s name did not remove him from her thoughts.

Portland seemed filled with him.

A Vale Freight truck at an intersection.

A restaurant where they had dinner.

The bookstore where he had once followed her through six aisles because he claimed he “wasn't browsing” while carrying four novels she recommended.

One Friday evening, Claire stood outside a coffee shop watching rain begin to fall.

Her body reacted before her mind did.

Breath shortening.

Hands cold.

Headlights behind her became black sedans.

For a moment she was back on Rivercrest Road.

Barefoot.

Abandoned.

Claire stepped under the awning.

“Claire?”

A stranger.

She flinched.

The woman apologized.

Claire forced a smile.

That night, she admitted something she had been avoiding.

She was not fine.

So she started therapy.

Not because Mason asked.

Because she deserved to stop allowing that road to control her.

Mason began therapy too.

Claire did not know that.

Rafe did.

“You voluntarily scheduled therapy?” Rafe asked when Mason mentioned it.

“Yes.”

“Should I notify the newspapers?”

“No.”

“Markets may react.”

Mason glared.

Rafe smiled.

“Good for you.”

Mason poured coffee.

“I hate it.”

“Therapy?”

“Talking.”

“That has been obvious for years.”

Mason ignored him.

His empire was changing.

After Claire’s kidnapping, investigations into Warren Quinn uncovered corruption within several freight companies.

Mason made another decision no one expected.

He began dismantling the illegal side of Vale operations.

Slowly.

Carefully.

Profit decreased.

Risk increased.

His captains protested.

Mason did not care.

One man named Felix Ormond confronted him.

“You built this.”

“Yes.”

“Your father built it before you.”

“Yes.”

“You're throwing away the Vale name for a woman?”

Mason looked at him.

“No.”

Felix frowned.

“Then why?”

“Because she made me realize I had spent years using my father’s mistakes as permission for mine.”

Felix laughed.

“You think going legitimate will bring Claire back?”

Mason’s expression became unreadable.

“No.”

“Then what's the point?”

Mason looked toward the river.

“The point is that change made only to win someone back isn't change.”

Felix had no answer.

Six weeks after the storm, Claire saw Mason again.

She entered a charity board meeting at the Portland Children's Medical Foundation and found him sitting at the far end.

Her heart stopped.

Mason stood.

Claire immediately considered leaving.

The board chair approached.

“Claire! I'm so glad you’re here. Mason just committed to funding the trauma care expansion.”

Claire looked at him.

Mason did not smile.

“This is your project,” he said. “I can leave.”

The board chair looked confused.

Claire said, “No.”

Mason paused.

“You don’t have to.”

“I know.”

She sat.

For ninety minutes, they discussed budgets.

Mason never looked at her longer than necessary.

He did not attempt to speak privately afterward.

That irritated Claire.

She had no idea why.

She caught him near the elevator.

“Mason.”

He turned immediately.

“Claire.”

“You weren’t going to say anything?”

His expression remained cautious.

“You asked for space.”

“I never asked you to pretend I don’t exist.”

A small almost-smile touched his mouth.

“I don't think I could.”

Claire hated how quickly her heart remembered him.

She folded her arms.

“I heard Vale Freight canceled three contracts.”

“Yes.”

“Contracts linked to Quinn companies?”

“And others.”

“Why?”

“Because they weren't legal.”

Claire blinked.

“You knew that before.”

“Yes.”

“So?”

Mason glanced around the quiet hallway.

“Would you like coffee?”

“No.”

“Okay.”

Claire almost laughed.

“Answer the question.”

He looked at her.

“Because I'm tired of being the man who can justify anything as long as it's efficient.”

Claire studied him.

“Is this because of me?”

“No.”

The answer came quickly.

She felt an unexpected disappointment.

Then he added, “You were the reason I finally looked at myself clearly. But I'm doing it because I don't want to be that man anymore, whether you ever come back or not.”

Claire swallowed.

“That sounds very healthy.”

“My therapist says similar things.”

Her eyebrows rose.

“You have a therapist?”

Mason sighed.

“I knew that would surprise you.”

“It terrifies me.”

“I've been six times.”

“Voluntarily?”

“Yes.”

Claire stared.

Mason’s mouth curved.

There he was.

The man beneath the Vale name.

She almost stepped closer.

Then lightning flashed beyond the glass.

Claire froze.

Mason noticed immediately.

He moved forward.

Then stopped.

“Claire?”

“I’m fine.”

Thunder came.

Her breathing shortened.

Mason stayed where he was.

“Do you want me to leave?”

She shook her head.

“No.”

“Do you want me closer?”

Claire looked at him.

The question mattered.

“Yes.”

Mason approached slowly.

He did not touch her.

Claire reached for his hand first.

His fingers closed around hers.

Warm.

Steady.

For several moments, neither spoke.

Then Claire whispered, “I hate that I still feel safe with you.”

Mason’s eyes darkened.

“I hate that I made you question whether you should.”

She looked up.

“If we ever try again, this doesn't disappear.”

“I know.”

“You don’t get to become suspicious and punish me.”

“I know.”

“You ask.”

“Yes.”

“You talk.”

“I’ll try.”

“No.”

Claire pulled her hand free.

“You do it.”

Mason nodded.

“I do it.”

“And if you're afraid?”

“I tell you.”

“Even if it makes you look weak?”

A long pause.

Then Mason said, “Especially then.”

Claire’s eyes burned.

She stepped backward.

“I’m not ready.”

“I know.”

“But I'm not saying never.”

For the first time in six weeks, hope entered Mason Vale’s face.

He did not reach for her.

He simply said, “That is more than I deserve.”

Claire shook her head.

“This isn't about what you deserve.”

“What is it about?”

“What I want.”

Mason nodded.

“What do you want?”

Claire looked toward the rain.

“I want to find out who you are when fear isn't making your decisions.”

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