Women Who Rise

The Road Martha Survived · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

The first thing Martha Reed noticed when the wagon axle split was not the sound.

It was the silence afterward.

For weeks, every mile of her life had been filled with noise—the creak of wheels, the leather slap of harness, the tired snorting of mules, the wind worrying at the canvas above her head. Even when she slept, those sounds followed her into dreams.

Then came a sharp crack beneath the rear of the wagon.

The left wheel kicked sideways.

The wagon dropped hard enough to throw Martha against a crate.

And suddenly everything stopped.

She sat there for several seconds with one hand wrapped protectively around the curve of her seven-month belly.

“Please,” she whispered.

The baby moved.

That small kick was the only good thing left in the world.

Martha closed her eyes.

“Thank you.”

She climbed down carefully.

The Wyoming sun hammered the open trail, bleaching the land until the distant hills seemed to tremble. Sagebrush stretched in every direction. The sky was painfully blue. No trees. No creek. No farmhouse chimney. No sign of another traveler.

Just Martha.

Two exhausted mules.

And the wagon that had carried the last pieces of her life.

She crouched beside the rear axle.

One look was enough.

The timber had split almost completely through.

There was no repairing it with rope.

No splinting it with scrap wood.

No miracle waiting beneath the wagon.

Martha sat down in the dirt.

Fort Laramie was still several days away under good conditions.

She had less than half a canteen of water.

Her flour bag was almost empty.

The dried beans had been ruined two nights earlier when rain leaked through the canvas.

And she was seven months pregnant.

“Wonderful,” she murmured.

One of the mules flicked an ear.

“Don’t look at me like that. You didn’t repair it either.”

The animal lowered its head.

Martha almost laughed.

Almost.

Instead, she looked toward the horizon and thought about the stone pile twenty miles behind her.

Jeb.

Her husband had been dead six days.

She could still feel the weight of the last stone she placed over his grave.

Jeb Reed had never been a particularly strong man, but he had been kind.

Kind mattered.

Especially on the frontier.

They had married two years earlier with very little money and no grand promises. Jeb had offered her a simple life, and Martha had believed simple was enough.

Then fever found him.

It began with chills.

By the second day, he could barely sit upright.

By the fourth, he was delirious.

There had been no doctor.

No settlement.

No medicine except willow bark and prayer.

On the fifth morning, Jeb stopped breathing.

Martha had sat beside him until noon because part of her believed if she waited long enough he might change his mind.

He never did.

She buried him before sunset.

The ground was too hard for a proper grave, and she had not possessed the strength to dig deeply. So she covered him with stones, one after another, until her hands bled.

Then she spoke to him.

“I have to go.”

The wind had answered.

“I’m sorry.”

Another gust.

“I can’t stay.”

She placed Jeb’s hat beneath the largest stone because she could not bear to carry it.

Then she climbed onto the wagon and drove west.

Every mile since had felt like betrayal.

Now the broken axle had decided she would go no farther.

Martha climbed back into the wagon and counted supplies even though she already knew the numbers.

A heel of hard bread.

Three strips of dried beef.

A small tin of salt.

Half a canteen.

One blanket.

A knife.

A box containing Jeb’s few papers.

A Bible that had belonged to her mother.

And six dollars hidden inside her dress.

That was everything.

Martha pushed herself down from the wagon again.

The baby shifted.

“All right,” she murmured, rubbing her belly. “We need a plan.”

There was no plan.

Walking was impossible.

Even without the child, she would not survive the distance in the heat.

The mules were too exhausted to ride far.

There was nothing to repair the wagon.

No shelter except the canvas.

She looked toward the empty trail.

Nothing.

An hour passed.

Then another.

The sun moved higher.

Martha poured a tiny amount of water into her palm and let each mule drink from it.

“You two have been better company than most people I’ve known.”

One mule bumped her shoulder.

She smiled despite herself.

Then she lowered herself onto the wagon step.

“Well, little one,” she whispered to the child inside her. “Looks like it’s just you and me now.”

A man’s voice came from behind her.

“The axle’s finished.”

Martha spun so quickly pain pulled across her back.

A stranger stood twenty feet away.

She had not heard the wagon.

Had not heard the horses.

Had not heard anything.

The man was broad through the shoulders and tall enough that the brim of his hat seemed to cut across the horizon. His face was darkened by years beneath the sun, his jaw covered with short brown beard. A leather duster hung open over a faded shirt.

Behind him waited a heavy freight wagon pulled by four horses.

Martha’s first thought was relief.

Her second was fear.

A lone woman on the frontier learned quickly that those two feelings could arrive together.

Her hand moved toward the knife tucked beneath the wagon seat.

The stranger noticed.

He did not reach for his gun.

His eyes went instead to the broken axle.

“The timber split at the joint.”

“I have eyes,” Martha said.

One corner of his mouth moved.

Not quite a smile.

“You’re in no condition to walk.”

“I noticed that too.”

His gaze dropped briefly to her belly and immediately returned to her face.

“And you’re in no condition to stay here.”

Martha gave a tired, bitter laugh.

“I figured I’d sit here until the coyotes found me.”

The stranger studied her.

He was not handsome in the polished way of men in town advertisements.

He looked carved out of the same country surrounding them.

Wind.

Stone.

Dust.

Scarred knuckles.

Quiet eyes.

“Get in my wagon,” he said.

Martha stiffened.

“I didn’t ask for charity.”

“It isn’t charity.”

“It sounds suspiciously like charity.”

“It’s arithmetic.”

Martha blinked.

The stranger gestured toward the empty country.

“You stay here, you die. I’ve got room.”

Her pride rose faster than common sense.

“I can pay.”

“No.”

“I have money.”

“Keep it.”

“I won’t owe you.”

His expression changed then.

Just slightly.

“You won’t.”

Something about the way he said it quieted her.

Not because it was threatening.

Because it was certain.

He was telling her there would be no hidden price.

No debt collected later.

No favor demanded once she was helpless.

Martha had known men who could turn kindness into a chain.

This stranger appeared offended by the idea.

“What’s your name?” she asked.

“Boon.”

“Boon what?”

“Boon is enough.”

“That sounds made up.”

“It probably was. I was too young to remember.”

She stared at him.

Again, that almost-smile.

Martha folded her arms.

“Martha Reed.”

Boon looked toward the mules.

“Your team?”

“Yes.”

“I’ll tie them behind mine.”

“My supplies?”

“What matters?”

“All of it matters.”

“Then all of it comes.”

He walked toward the broken wagon.

Martha stepped in front of him.

“I can help.”

“No.”

Her temper sparked.

“I have managed perfectly well—”

“You buried somebody recently.”

The words stopped her.

Boon nodded toward her hands.

The healing cuts.

The cracked nails.

Then toward the shovel strapped to the wagon.

Martha felt something close inside her chest.

“My husband.”

Boon removed his hat.

The gesture was simple.

Old-fashioned.

Respectful.

“I’m sorry.”

She hated those words.

Everyone always said them because there was nothing else to say.

But Boon did not decorate them.

He did not ask what happened.

Did not ask if Jeb had left debts.

Did not tell her God had a plan.

He simply stood with his hat in his hands until Martha nodded.

“Thank you.”

Boon put the hat back on.

“How far along?”

“Seven months.”

“You had pains today?”

Martha narrowed her eyes.

“Are you a doctor?”

“No.”

“Then don’t ask doctor questions.”

“I’ve delivered calves.”

“That is not helping your case.”

This time he actually smiled.

Briefly.

Then it disappeared.

“You dizzy?”

“A little.”

“Cramping?”

“No.”

“Bleeding?”

Martha stared.

Boon sighed.

“I had a sister.”

The hardness in his face shifted.

“She had a difficult pregnancy.”

Martha softened despite herself.

“Was she all right?”

A pause.

“No.”

He turned away before she could ask more.

Boon unloaded the things Martha insisted on keeping.

The Bible.

Jeb’s papers.

Blankets.

Food.

Tools.

A small trunk containing two dresses and a baby blanket Martha had sewn during the early months of pregnancy.

He carried everything to his freight wagon.

Then he tied Martha’s mules behind it.

By the time he finished, the sun had begun to drop.

Martha tried climbing into the wagon.

Her boot slipped.

Boon caught her elbow.

“I can manage.”

“I can see that.”

She glared.

He released her immediately.

That mattered too.

He did not keep holding her after she told him she did not need it.

Martha tried again.

Pain caught beneath her ribs.

She gasped.

Boon was beside her.

“On three.”

“What?”

Before she could protest, one arm moved behind her shoulders and the other beneath her knees.

“Boon—”

“One.”

“You said three.”

“Changed my mind.”

He lifted her.

Martha instinctively grabbed his shoulder.

She expected some joke about her weight.

Some smugness.

Some inappropriate remark.

Nothing came.

Boon simply carried her to the wagon.

Carefully.

Almost solemnly.

He set her among folded blankets and freight crates.

“You comfortable?”

“No.”

“Good enough.”

“Your bedside manner is terrible.”

“I don’t have a bedside.”

She looked around.

The freight wagon contained sacks of grain, boxes stamped with military markings, lamp oil, coffee, tools, coils of rope, and two wooden chests secured beneath heavy canvas.

“You’re a trader?”

“Freighter.”

“To Fort Laramie?”

His face became unreadable.

“Near there.”

Martha noticed.

But she was too exhausted to question him.

Boon handed her his canteen.

She shook her head.

“I have water.”

“Not enough.”

“How do you know?”

“You gave some to your mules.”

“You were watching me?”

“From the ridge.”

“How long?”

“Long enough.”

Martha drank.

Cool water touched her tongue.

She forced herself to stop after three swallows.

Boon pushed the canteen back toward her.

“More.”

“You need some.”

“I have another.”

She drank again.

When he walked toward the driver’s bench, Martha called after him.

“Boon?”

He looked over his shoulder.

“Thank you.”

He seemed uncomfortable with gratitude.

“Save that until we reach somewhere worth thanking me for.”

The wagon began moving.

Martha watched the broken remains of her own wagon grow smaller behind them.

For the first time since Jeb died, she was leaving something behind without carrying it.

The realization hurt.

Her hand moved toward her belly.

The baby kicked again.

Boon glanced back.

“Everything all right?”

“Yes.”

Another kick.

Martha smiled faintly.

“He—or she—is apparently unhappy with your driving.”

“I’ve had worse complaints.”

As the freight wagon rolled west, the dying sun spread red across the Wyoming sky.

Martha did not know where Boon had come from.

She did not know why a man who looked built for solitude had stopped for a stranger.

She did not know why he avoided talking about Fort Laramie.

She knew only one thing.

That morning, she had believed she would die beside a shattered wagon.

By sunset, she was moving again.

And for now, that was enough.

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